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Written at 4:12 am on Oct. 19, 2004
I realize that all i ever really post about on here is guy issues. I think this is because everything else i dont feel a need to write out my thoughts and feelings. Other things i can understand and deal with without having to hash them out on paper. I find that intresting and wonder why it is.
So i went on a date tonight. Co-worker, 26, fun, funny, gentlemanly, great style, alot in common. All of this is wonderful besides the co-worker and 26 parts. It really was a great date. He was very thoughtful. He planned out the restraint and wouldnt tell me where we were going. We ended up at benihannas because he heard me say something about it and about how i hadnt had sushi in so long, I find that so sweet. He opened doors, expressed intrest in me, he was nice to the servers (which he better have been as he is a server himself), and just a great kid. But, I am so worried about work, and im concerned about the age difference. 19 and 26 would be 2 totally different worlds if he wasnt going back to school to earn another degree, that keeps us on more of the same wave length. He hasnt had a real relationship in over 5 years, and i secretly believe that this is because he loves his ex and will someday end back with her. I dont really know how i feel about any of this. I think he could be a load of fun just to date, but im afraid that he is going to want to get more involved. I dont know anything about this at all.
I feel guilty because of K2...