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Written at 7:55 pm on Mar. 10, 2004
I dont want to be K2's girlfriend. I want to be his friend, friend with benifits would be absolutely great. I want to have the option of going out with other guys, flirting endlessly and knowing that something COULD happen from it, but i dont want to end it with him either.
I just talk to my friend JJ. I met him on a trip to mexico, we talked, we danced, we made out, and now, my friends and i might be going back down to mexico and if we do, i told him i would call him. He said he might be taking a trip to my town, if he does, he said we could hang out. I want to have the option of kissing him again. I dont want to feel that me hanging out with this guy is cheating.
I am not a cheater, but when i find somewhat of a connection with someone else i want to be able to explore the connection. If I loved, or even really liked K2, I wouldnt want to flirt and explore other relationships. This just makes me realize more and more how i really feel about K2. But k2 called me his girlfriend. We never talked about it, but i guess he assumed. This is definetly a new territory for me, and i have NO idea how to handle it.