college entry numba1
Written at 12:26 am on Jan. 14, 2004

i sit here watching the tv thats 2 inches from my face, thats as far as things can ever get from you when you live in a dorm room. I have finished my first 2 days of classes, and have 2 more to go to finish out my first week. Im not sure how i feel about college so far. Its like an endless cycle. life is going on 24/7 around me, and its hard to find a moment. all these people around my age surround me and i barely know any of them. i need to work on my life up here.

i wish he would call me. and no, i dont mean k. i mean... oh lets call him k2. why k2 you ask? ah, that would be because he is k's twin brother, however not identical, which is rather unfortunate. hes a sweet guy. one of the nicest and funniest you will ever meet, and no, hes not unatractive either. We kinda had a thing going right before i got up here, and i dont really know whats going to happen with it. to be honest, i dont even really know how i feel about him, but i like the attention he gives me, and right now, i wish the bastard would call. who knows.

i cant wait till thursday so that i can go home for my nice 4 day weekend, however i dont really know why. all i have to do when i get down there is clean my room and pack up some more clothes, however i am looking forward to seeing my best gals, i do miss them.

once again to reiterate....

who knows.

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